Honestly, I skip classes like every week, I do not have the strength to study. And never wanted to go college. Yea, I'm lazy. And at the same time, like I told before, I never wanna study all this law shits!!! But I freakingly listen to my mum, maybe I will like it, PUII!! NEVER!! It's not interesting, AT ALL!! But I still force myself to study. Never mind, it will be fine, I thought so. But still... sigh.
*Love matters do not bother anymore, so just skip over that.*
Life is miserable. I'm not satisfied with everything that I've gone through this year. I became damn quiet in the class, not to say that I'm acting cool, cause I'm not. I wish I can talk to anyone, anywhere, anytime. But I just became more and more not sociable. That damn look/face, never wanted to smile at anyone makes them feel that I'm darn unfriendly. I used to talk crap anywhere, anytime and to anyone. But now, I just wanted to keep silence, and it will be even better when people around SHUSH as well. I changed and I swear a lot, like LOADS!! I hate Joann Loo like this.I hate that I'm not being friendly, and I'm not sociable.
I never tried to really talk to everyone, and I always stick to the only one whom I feel comfortable with. I'm just lucky
It feels good when you have someone to talk to, I don't need more. But at the same time, I always think that classmates should have do everything together. I always envy people who can live in a society freely like that, and they can talk to anyone. I know that I should make the first move instead of waiting for people to come and talk to me. I know, and I always hate that people complain that they're all alone. And look, I'm being that kind of human living in a life like that. Haha!! Ain't that sad?
To who ever who has read this post,
Next time when you see me,
Joann Loo needs a brand new life.
I'm not alone, I know that.
Cause they are still people who love me, right? =)
Let these emo shits fade away as soon as possible. I still have ages to live and I shall move on. So who's with me? What? Don't nod, gimme respond leave me message. I won't know if you don't tell. LOL.